stay positive

I'm filled with hope and despair upon my future teaching job-hope that I might be an excellent teacher who is going to spend some quality time and happy time with the students; despair that I might not be the conventional kind of teacher the authorities expect.(I'm just borrowing the structure from Obama's preface to the 2004 edition of Dreams from My Father)

But I haven't started yet, why upset myself over this uncertainty now. Let's see how it goes, it might be a lot of fun. And the good thing is that I always have other options, I guess.